D.A.D.

D.A.D.
FIRE EWE :)

Thursday, December 25, 2014

Love, DAD

Isaiah 9:6-7
For unto us a child is born, unto us a son is given: and the government shall be upon his shoulder: and his name shall be called Wonderful, Counsellor, The mighty God, The everlasting Father, The Prince of Peace. Of the increase of his government and peace there shall be no end, upon the throne of David, and upon his kingdom, to order it, and to establish it with judgment and with justice from henceforth even for ever. The zeal of the Lord of hosts will perform this.

Tuesday, December 23, 2014

VIP! True Honest Just Pure Lovely!! THINK THINK WAKE~Up Up Up!! With JOY, Love, DAD

Philippians 4:8

Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.

2 Do Justice NNN(555) Judgement ISA Moore Acceptable 2 Z Lord Zen Sarifice🌞🌻🌐DAD

Psalm 21 H.O.M.E.Work🌀☀️

30 There is no wisdom nor understanding nor counsel against the Lord. 👣

Monday, December 22, 2014

ETHIOPIA! Hiiii Children Of Ethiopia!! With JOY! Love, Your DAD



RUSSIA NNN(555) VENEZUEALA ICU2 Miffy Bout Cuba awwwweee Sow Sorrriiii 4U >:)

OOOO YEA +++Netherlands NNN(555) Ethiopia, Bahrain, China,  Kenya, Indonesia, France, Ukraine, Poland, Germany, India,  Italy, Tunisia, +++ Line 'Em Up Up Up >:-)


"Amanda" ISA(911) "Worthy Of Love"

Amanda is a Latin female gerundivename meaning "having to be loved," "deserving to be loved," or, simply, "worthy of love."
The Latin gerundive is a non-finite verbform which serves as and is declinedlike an adjective (it may be called a future passive participle). It is used to indicate that someone or something (the referent of the noun it modifies) needs or deserves to be the object of an action. For example, if one refers to someone using the gerundive amandus, then one is saying that the person is suitable to be loved or deserves to be loved. The meaning is close to that of "lovable" in English, but the Latin is closer in meaning to "should be loved", the English closer to "may be loved".


Proverbs 22:1 King James Version (KJV)


22 A good name is rather to be chosen than great riches, and loving favour rather than silver and gold.

An Open Book👣

Revelation 5:5, 9, 10, 12, 13 KJV
"And one of the elders saith unto me, Weep not: behold, the Lion of the tribe of Juda, the Root of David, hath prevailed to open the book, and to loose the seven seals thereof. And they sung a new song, saying, Thou art worthy to take the book, and to open the seals thereof: for thou wast slain, and hast redeemed us to God by thy blood out of every kindred, and tongue, and people, and nation; And hast made us unto our God kings and priests: and we shall reign on the earth. Saying with a loud voice, Worthy is the Lamb that was slain to receive power, and riches, and wisdom, and strength, and honour, and glory, and blessing. And every creature which is in heaven, and on the earth, and under the earth, and such as are in the sea, and all that are in them, heard I saying, Blessing, and honour, and glory, and power, be unto him that sitteth upon the throne, and unto the Lamb for ever and ever."

Wednesday, December 17, 2014

FYI!!! I Suggest Y'ALLLL GET PEACE FILLED ASAP!!!!

How Do NE NE NE OF YOU XXX-Pect Our Lord NNN(555) Saviour 2 Come HeaRRR With HIS Entire Kingdom & Y'ALLL Wood Rather Politic Around & Hemmm NNN(555) Haw>:€  Get OVERRR URSELVES!! TIME = NOW 🎀! This ISA(911) HAPPENING💘! Like It Or Knottt! Bigger Agenda NNN(555)Play
Humanity Holds Promise This ISA(911) Where Your Heads/Hearts\Spirits/Souls Shud Bee >:)
Lead By XXX-Ample Ora Ewe WILL BEE LED >:€ Non Negotiable! To Whom Peace ISA(911) Given Peace ISA(911) XXX-Pected >:)
D@D

Remember Russia Folks!

Putin was just here at my "Back Door" Sniffin' around during the World Cup in Brazil & while in Cuba he re-opened their "Spy" Base there. Put (Putin) NUTTIN' past Dissss Bear GRRRWWWWLLLLL!!!  LA, D@D

2 THOSE NNN(555) Opposition >:€ GRRRWWWLLLLL!!!

HUMANITY ISA(911) BIGGER THAN U!   xoD@D

This ISA(911) Blessing Salute 2 ALLLL Whom Has EyeZz NNN(555) EarZzzz Step Up Make Moves NNN(555) IFFF (9666) KNOTTT SIT DOWN NNN(555) Shut The Hail Up >:€

DEFINITION OF INSANITY: Doing Z SAME thing OVER NNN(555) OVER NNN(555) OVER & XXX-Pecting "@" Different Result!!!! DaaaaaHHHH! Noooo WONDER Z WHOLE WORLD ISA(911) suffering from Schizophrenia!!!!

Monday, December 15, 2014

SignZzzz NNN(555) WonderZzzz! Love From, Z "Root Of David" PS... Hiii Cuzn' Jesse!

Romans 15! H.O.M.E.Work >:)
“Therefore I will praise you among the Gentiles;
    I will sing the praises of your name.”
10 Again, it says,
“Rejoice, you Gentiles, with his people.”
11 And again,
“Praise the Lord, all you Gentiles;
    let all the peoples extol him.”
12 And again, Isaiah says,
“The Root of Jesse will spring up,
    one who will arise to rule over the nations;
    in him the Gentiles will hope.”
13 May the God of hope fill you with all JOY and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit.

Friday, December 12, 2014

Z "Gift" >:) I Have Z "KeyZzz" 2 Z Kingdom! Both Of Them Plus Z Master Set! giggglllZzzz

Matthew16:19(KJV)

19 And I will give unto thee the Keys of the kingdom of heaven: and whatsoever thou shalt bind on earth shall be bound in heaven: and whatsoever thou shalt loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven.

Daahhhh! Rocket Science Folks gigggllllzzzz EMBRACE Z TRUTH NOW!! ISA TIME 2 Come H.O.M.E. LA! Your D@D

During his weekly address in the Vatican on Wednesday, Pope Francis was consoling a little boy who had recently lost his dog, assuring the boy that he and his furry friend would reunite in heaven.  “One day, we will see our animals again in the eternity of Christ. Paradise is open to all of God’s creatures,” the pontiff said, according to Italian news sources. While the pope's words were applauded by animal groups such as the Humane Society, the statements contradict the conservative Catholic belief that animals can't go to heaven because they don't have souls. 

Thursday, December 11, 2014

"Telepathy" Wat Am I Thinkn NOW!? giggglllzzz xo@

te·lep·a·thy
təˈlepəTHē/
noun

  1. the supposed communication of thoughts or ideas by means other than the known senses.

Wednesday, December 10, 2014

Can Y'ALLL DO THIS?!?! KNOTTTT!!!

Z D@D Show {12-06-2014}
Z ELLEN Show {12-08-2014}
                                    

Sunday, December 7, 2014

Friday, November 21, 2014

Let Me Share "@" Lil SumThing >:) xoD@D

When i wz a littttttle girl my birth/earth/excuse 4 "@" "Father/Dad/Daddy" (HDJr) had a famous saying esp when it came to eating & i quote "You WILL Eat It Or You WILL Wear It" & that is xxxactly wat wud happen so at Age "3" my mother walked n2 our kitch n Chicago 2 find me with "Chef BoyArdee's spagettio'Zzzz" pourrring down my face BC i had picked up the bowl & put it on my head >:€ NNN Other words I, at 3yrs Old, had had enufffff  of my "Father's" Bullying wayZzzzz & decided to match my "Parents" & raise "them" bc now "They" (my birth parents) had 2 reallllllyyy "DEAL" with me! Imagine wat psychological trauma wz inflicted upon me intentionally out of spite n cruelty to deny me/punish me/steal my joy

Wednesday, November 19, 2014

HAPPPPIIII B~DAY BRITTANY MAYNARD! LA USALLLL! D@D

Brittany Maynard didn’t want fame. She would have much preferred to live a long, quiet, healthy life with her husband and family in her home state of California. And to celebrate her 30th birthday

Z Mountain ISA(911) Come 2 USA >:) LA! D@D


Tuesday, November 18, 2014

Did I Mention My Brother's Name ISA(911) DAVID!

4 yrs Younger  >:) He ISA(911) Also AAA(111) "D.A.D." By Birth Name & BirthRight! GRRRRRWWWWLLLLL >:€

ISRAEL+++ ALLL Allies/Allegiances/Aliances "AAA"! Eye(I)~ ISA REAL >:) Lovie Dovie From Abovie! LA D@D

"Signed"~"Sealed"~Delivered" I Am YourZzz !  NNN(555) ZZZZZ (8888888) HEART OF
JER*USA*LEM ISA(911) Z<8> "USA"
            Isaiah 55:11-13     (H.O.M.E.Work)
 11 So shall my word be that goeth forth out of my mouth: it shall not return unto me void, but it shall accomplish that which I please, and it shall prosper in the thing whereto I sent it.
12 For ye shall go out with joy, and be led forth with peace: the mountains and the hills shall break forth before you into singing, and all the trees of the field shall clap their hands. 13 Instead of the thorn shall come up the fir tree, and instead of the brier shall come up the myrtle tree: and it shall be to the Lord for a name, for an everlasting sign that shall not be cut off.

Sunday, November 16, 2014

Z Moon Will Bee Led By Itz Angel!! Bonjourno Bella Luna !! Ciao Amore' Angelita Mio @

NOSTRADAMUS Century 1 Quatrain I.LVI+++
97
That which neither weapon nor flame could accomplish
will be achieved by a sweet speaking tongue in council.
Sleeping, in a dream, the king will see
the enemy not in war or of military blood.

Revelation: ISA(911) JOY NOW WON ONE >:) Her REAL MARKINGS! Heaven Sent >:)

     

JOY
                                                                        NOW

Saturday, November 15, 2014

Catch 22 Ora Down NNN(555) Z SOUTH We Say...

LetZzz Play "@" "Game Of Chicken" Lucky Me Ima "GameCock" A Realllllllyyyy  Mean Nasty Fiesty Chicken!
Stealth Mode Set

Trust Me! You Do KNOTTT Want Me 2 Morph NNN2 Another LifeTime >:)

Do You Knottt CCC Whoot ISA(911) With Me?!?! I Knowww U Dew >:€  I NEVVVVRRRR Thot I Wood Last ThISA Long Ora Make It ThISA FaRRR Ha! Talk About "Survivor"



CHINA+++Allies/Allegiances/Personal/Professional/NNN Bed Ora Outtt ISA COCK ~Blocking Until Zen I Am DAD Knottt "DAO"

WithOuttt US+ALLL U Have ZeRRRooo/Nuttin/Nada/Zilch/Nothing  Love, Your Fire Sheep
 有空再聊 (yǒu kòng zài liáo): When’re you’re free, let’s chat again

This is a very casual way to say goodbye. 有空(yǒu kòng) means to have free time.  聊 (liáo) means to chat. 

So if you use this phrase, you’ll sound very local and authentic. It’ll also sound like you think the person you’re talking to is your buddy. Which could be taken differently (in a very friendly way, or even offensively) depending on the context. Probably best to save it for your buddies.

Luck Of Z(8) Irish >:) giggglllzzzz With JOY😻D.A.D.

BTW... I Am Irish Tooo/2/Also


Undaunted! 2"@"T3636

un·daunt·ed
ˌənˈdôn(t)əd/
adjective
  1. not intimidated or discouraged by difficulty, danger, or disappointment.
    "they were undaunted by the huge amount of work needed"

RRR(999) EWE(555)???? Sociopathic/Self Possession FINE Line Tread Lightly >:€

There RRR(999) PLENTY OF XXXamples Of Wat KNOTTT 2 Do!!! Knottt Eve-RRRR-Y  OneS$$$ Trash ISA(911) 2 BEE 🐝  TreaZzzuRrr!!! If Your Head ISA(911) NNN(555) YOUR @$$$etZzzz U Hav Sold Your "Selfie" OUTTT! The Holy Bible ISA(911) Crystal CleaRRR 

Mr. Putin May I Suggest...

                                                                     Lead By Example
You Bring "@" PEACE Treaty Along With Your Escorts 2 OUR Sea Shores >:)
USA Has An Open Door Policy NNN(555) Which Diplomacy NNN Delegation Work Inherently NOW STOP Acting Like A 6 Year Old On A Playground Who Cant Get the Attention Of A Girl He Likes, So, He Pushes Her Down 2 Z Ground >:€ You RRR A Grown Man With A Country 2 Lead & A World Your Country Lives NNN Needs DESPERATE TLC!!!! You Can Bee Z Problem Ora Z Solution Buttt Knottt Both! Pick Or Your Indecision Will Bee Considered Your Position. Take Care Of Your Own House 1st BC Nepolian Tryanical Rulers RRR KNOTTT  EVE-NNN Z LEAST BIT ATTRACTIVE
With Z Greatest Sincerity
D@D

Do You Lnow That A Nuclear Bomb ISA Detenated It Forms Z Shape Of A Butterfly?!?! You Do NOW(565)
The Tunguska event was a largeexplosion which occurred near thePodkamennaya Tunguska River in what is now Krasnoyarsk KraiRussia, at about 07:14 KRAT (00:14 UT) on June 30 [O.S. June 17], 1908.[1][2][3] The explosion occurred at an altitude of 5–10 kilometres (3–6 mi) at 60.886°N, 101.894°E. It is classified as an impacteven though the asteroid or comet is believed to have burst in the air rather than hit the surface.[4] Different studies have yielded widely varying estimates of the impacting object's size, on the order of 60 m (200 ft) to 190 m (620 ft).[5] It is the largest impact event on or near Earth in recorded history.

PS... As Natures Mother I LUVVV Butterflies >:) They RRR(999)  "@" Sign Of Transformation/Metamophosis So I Am Sending Them 2 You Instead BC Clearly You Need Guidance >:)
Just As An Option BC I Want You 2 Feel You Have An Equal & Yet Informed Choice 2 Make
REPRESENT!

PSS... l Thot It Wz "@" Vrrrriiii Chivalrous/Gentlemanly/Couteous/Considerate Gesture 2 Have Draped "@" Shaw Over Z Shoulders Of China's 1st Lady. SHAME ONNN Z Ones That Do Not Respect Manners Or A Simple Show Of Kindness. I Appreciate & Would Encourage Z Exact Response If I Were NNN Her Shoes >:) BC Im Shore It Wz FREEEEZZZZZNNN NNN(555) That Room  gigggllllzzzz bunnniii luv
>:) D@D

REMEMBER THIS! H.O.M.E.Work!! D@D

ISA(911) One Thing 2B Thrown Under Z Bus.... It ISA(911) Another Thing 2B Run Over By Z Bus... It ISA(911)  WHOLE Other Thing 2B Dragged Behind One >:€ Guess That ISA(911) YYY(777)   I Drove Z School Bus NNN(555) High School For 2++ yearZ GRRRWWWWLLLL!


Colored By: ILO ! My Lil Lady Bug >:)

Wednesday, November 12, 2014

My Husband >:)

ISAIAH 54:5-12

For thy Maker is thine husband; the Lord of hosts is his name; and thy Redeemer the Holy One of Israel; The God of the whole earth shall he be called. For the Lord hath called thee as a woman forsaken and grieved in spirit, and a wife of youth, when thou wast refused, saith thy God. For a small moment have I forsaken thee; but with great mercies will I gather thee. In a little wrath I hid my face from thee for a moment; but with everlasting kindness will I have mercy on thee, saith the Lord thy Redeemer. For this is as the waters of Noah unto me: for as I have sworn that the waters of Noah should no more go over the earth; so have I sworn that I would not be wroth with thee, nor rebuke thee. 10 For the mountains shall depart, and the hills be removed; but my kindness shall not depart from thee, neither shall the covenant of my peace be removed, saith the Lordthat hath mercy on thee. 11 O thou afflicted, tossed with tempest, and not comforted, behold, I will lay thy stones with fair colours, and lay thy foundations with sapphires.

Sunday, November 9, 2014

6 YearZzz Ago 2~Day I Re~Affirmed My Faith!

I Re~Affirmed My FAITH At Calvary Church NNN Ft. LA And 18 Days Later I Wz DEAD >:€
NOW(565) Y'ALLL RRR Stuck With Whooo I Am NNN(555) Z NOW(565)! Thank You My Beloved King Of Refuge 4 Those Whom Serve/Obey/Honor Your Will 4 Their Life >:) You May Absolutely Continue 2 Use Me As "@" VESSEL 4 Your LOVE! I Am Empty & Hav Plenty Of Room 4 Your Joy !

Saturday, November 8, 2014

WELCOME HOME! wow!D@D

WASHINGTON (AP) — Two Americans held by North Korea were on their way home Saturday after their release was secured through a secret mission by the top U.S. intelligence official to the reclusive communist country. Matthew Miller of Bakersfield, California, and Kenneth Bae of Lynnwood, Washington state, were flying back to the West Coast with James Clapper, the director of national intelligence, according to U.S. officials. Clapper was the highest-ranking American to visit Pyongyang in more than a decade.

WTFudgePop?!?? A Pic Worth 1000 WordZzzz! CLOWNNN! >:€


PSYCHOLOGICAL TERRORISM + NEUROLOGICAL HIJACKING= CHEMICAL WARFARE AGAINST YOUR OWN PEOPLE!!!!

 PSYCHOLOGICAL TERRORISMis typically a form of terrorism that primarily targets people’s psychological well being and state of mind, with the intent of having a negative impact on those people. This can take a number of different forms, and may be fairly benign and easily ignored or more severe and adversely affect numerous other psychological issues or disorders. As a form of terrorism, it can be used directly and purposefully or it can be a side effect of other actions that do not seek to inflict terror upon people, but ultimately are able to do so. Terrorism is typically regarded as any type of action or effort made with the express or indirect purpose of causing fear and terror in other people as a result of those actions. There are a number of different forms of terrorism, and the end result of all such forms is usually the infliction of sufficient duress upon a target to leave lasting fear or fearful memories. Physical terrorism, for example, would constitute a type of attack that could harm a person or populace in a very clear way, but would continue to linger as a source of fear or dread for those affected by or witness to the assault.

Thursday, November 6, 2014

Technology Beyond Your Wildest Imaginations!

NOOO WONDER Y'ALLL Cant "Keep Up With Z Kingdom" giggglllzzzz! EAT OURRR DUST! D@D

FYI!!!: VERTIGO/SONAR TRAUMA >:€ GRRWWWLLL!

Vertigo ISA XXX-Actly Wat Happens Winnn Ewe RRR "Cross -Eyed" Like Wat Z "Loooonnney" Mayan's Did 2 Their Children & ISA Used As "@" Weapon NNN Z NOW! Like How "Haarp" ISA Used As A Weapon Using Weather! hellloooo >:€
                High Frequency Active Auroral Research Program
The most prominent instrument at the HAARP Station is the Ionospheric Research Instrument (IRI), a high-powerradio frequency transmitter facility operating in the high frequency (HF) band. The IRI is used to temporarily excite a limited area of the Ionosphere. Other instruments, such as a VHF and aUHF radar, a fluxgate magnetometer, a digisonde (an ionospheric soundingdevice), and an induction magnetometer, are used to study the physical processes that occur in the excited region.

Earthly Powers LISTEN UP!!!!! Locked NNN(555) Loaded! >:€

I Am Z Usher Of Z "6* Dimension" Ewe Can BET Your ASSETZZZZZZZ ONNN(6555) TH~ISA >:€ I Am NOOO LONGERRR "FROZEN"!
GOD Grants The Desires Of Your Heart >:) It ISA Z ONLY DESIRE OF MY HEART 4 Z WORLD 2 Bee At Peace Sew That GODs Children(esp OUR ILO) Live NNN(555) Z Grace N JOY Of LOVE  LAUGHTER N LIGHT FOREVER!!!
With ALLLL OUR LOVE
wow! DAD

Wednesday, November 5, 2014

ISA KISMET! H.O.M.E.Work Y'ALLL

The word "Kismet" is of foreign origin and is used in Turkish, Urdu, Hindi and Arabic. In Hindi it would be pronounced more like kismat, and it means "fate" or "destiny". The meaning is exactly the same in English. So instead of saying, "it is fate", you could say "it is kismet". 
Kismet is also the name of a robot at an MIT research lab that is used to demonstrate simulated emotion. However, there is no connection between the meaning of the robot's name and its use. The only meaning of Kismet is fate or destiny. 

Tuesday, November 4, 2014

Caught NNN(555) Z "WEB"! BEW!

4-ACRE spider web found in Baltimore teeming with 107 MILLION arachnids
The web was discovered at the Baltimore Wastewater Treatment Plant
  • It covered four acres and was said to have 107 million spiders living in it
  • This was the equivalent to 35,176 spiders per cubic square metre of space
  • Web was made by a species of orb-weavers known as Tetragnathidae
  • Researchers predicted that 95% of the plant was covered in webbing 
Published:11:37 EST, 3 November 2014
Updated:
11:51 EST, 3 November 2014
The warmer weather is said to have caused thousands of spiders to flood homes, but if you’re concerned about the invasion, spare a thought for the owners of a waste treatment plant in the US. The Baltimore property was so riddled with arachnids that webbing covered approximately 95 per cent of the entire building. This was the equivalent to four acres – or three American football fields – and was said to house more than 107 million of the eight-legged critters. The web was discovered at the Baltimore Wastewater Treatment Plant in 2009 (pictured) and experts predicted there were approximately 35,176 spiders per cubic metre of space Experts estimated there were around 35,176 spiders per cubic square metre of space. Each spider measured around half an inch, including legs. These spiders included a species known as a Long-jawed orb weaver, or Tetragnathidae, typically found in damp or swamp habitats. They have long slim bodies with shiny abdomens.

Monday, November 3, 2014

VERTIGO >:€ "SNL" Skit Spoofing Taylor Swift GRRRWWWLLL!

http://youtu.be/PAhAz7JU0dg
VERTIGO ISA KNOTTT SOOO FUNNNNIII WHEN ISA USED AS "@" "Sonar " Weapon 2 Kill You BUTTT Hey "SNL" Way 2 Make Pain Humorous altho onnn "@" deeeeply Personal Note Ittt isa Disturbing that Y'ALLL Have Such Accurate Details of what Happens When "Vertigo" ISA Intentionally Targeted To Cripple You >:€ THIS ISA KNOTTT WAT HAPPENS OR WAT Ewe FEEL LIKE 2 LOVE ORRR BEE LOVED!!! LOSERZzzzzz++++=
My Granny, Me, My Close BF, And My 4 Friends Who Recently Died From This Tech Terrorism We RRR Currently Suffering/Enduring/Frustrating/Dangerous/Disconbablating Chemical Imbalance
Granny isa Taking Medication & I Am Pushing Thru Constantly~ Hard 2 Do When You Have "Sea Legs " nnn a " Bobble Head" at ALLL TIMES >;€

Brittany's Lil "YELLOWWW" House >:+)

"She moved to Oregon to pass away in a little yellow house she picked out in the beautiful city of Portland.  Oregon"

i feel sewwww saaaaadddd Grief Is Itz Own Death.



WELCOME HOME BABY GIRL! I Have ALLL~RRREADDIIII Seen Ewe Sweeeeeetttt HeART HeaRRR NNN(555) Z NOW With USALLL! i WILL Put You Front NNN(555) Center  Bee~U~TTT~Fool Of Your "Campain For Compassion" Ewe RRR Beloved TYTYTYTYTYTY 4 Your Bravery/Beauiful Heart/Message Of VIP Support From Loved Ones/Facing Death Head ONNN & Choosing 2 "CROSS" With USALLLL! ILU Ewe Lovie Dovie! LA DAD
Brittany Maynard, who became the public face of the controversial right-to-die movement over the last few weeks, ended her own life Saturday at her home in Portland, Oregon. She was 29.

"Goodbye to all my dear friends and family that I love. Today is the day I have chosen to pass away with dignity in the face of my terminal illness, this terrible brain cancer that has taken so much from me … but would have taken so much more," she wrote on Facebook. "The world is a beautiful place, travel has been my greatest teacher, my close friends and folks are the greatest givers. I even have a ring of support around my bed as I type … Goodbye world. Spread good energy. Pay it forward!"

Doctors told Maynard she had six months to le last spring after she was diagnosed with a likely stage 4 glioblastoma. She made headlines around the world when she announced she intended to die – under Oregon's Death with Dignity Act – by taking a fatal dose of barbiturates, prescribed to her by a doctor, when her suffering became too great.

"My glioblastoma is going to kill me and that's out of my control," she told PEOPLE last month. "I've discussed with many experts how I would die from it and it's a terrible, terrible way to die. So being able to choose to go with dignity is less terrifying."

On Oct. 6, she launched an online video campaign with Compassion & Choices, an end-of-life choice advocacy organization, to fight for expanding death with dignity laws nationwide.

"For people to argue against this choice for sick people really seems evil to me," she told PEOPLE. "They try to mix it up with suicide and that's really unfair, because there's not a single part of me that wants to die. But I am dying."
Terminally Ill Woman Brittany Maynard Has Ended Her Own Life| Cancer, Health, Medicine, Real People Stories
Brittany Maynard
NIGEL PARRY

A Heartbreaking Choice

Arriving at her decision was a gradual one, she said.
"It's not a decision you make one day and you snap your fingers," she told PEOPLE.
She said she began thinking about death with dignity in January – when she was first diagnosed with a malignant brain tumor – after coming across an article on it while researching possible treatments.

"Really, from the beginning, all the doctors said when you have a glioma you're going to die," she told PEOPLE. "You can just Google it. People don't survive this disease. Not yet."
Doctors removed as much of the tumor as they could, but it came back larger than ever two months later, she said.
After researching her options, she decided not to try chemotherapy or radiation.
"They didn't seem to make sense for me," she said, because of "the level of side effects I would suffer and it wouldn't save my life. I've been told pretty much no matter what, I'm going to die – and treatments would extend my life but affect the quality pretty negatively."
In June, she moved to Oregon with her husband, Dan Diaz, 43, her mother, Debbie Ziegler, 56 , and her stepfather, Gary Holmes, 72, so she could have access to the state's Death with Dignity Act, which allows physicians to prescribe life-ending medication to certain terminally ill patients.
Maynard originally told PEOPLE she'd chosen Nov. 1 to end her life, but on Thursday she released a new video saying she might not do it that day.

"I still smile and laugh with my family and friends enough that it doesn't seem like the right time now," she said in the video recorded Oct. 13 and 14, "but it will come because I feel myself getting sicker; it's happening each week."
Terminally Ill Woman Brittany Maynard Has Ended Her Own Life| Cancer, Health, Medicine, Real People Stories
Brittany Maynard and Dan Diaz at Olympic National Park in Washington state in August
COURTESY BRITTANY MAYNARD

Her Final Months Maynard spent the last months of her life making the most of the time she had left. She traveled to Alaska, British Colombia and Yellowstone National Park with her loved ones and explored more local attractions like Olympic National Park in Washington.
On Oct. 21, she and her family took a helicopter ride to the Grand Canyon, a place she'd been longing to see before she died.
"It was breathtakingly beautiful," she said in a statement.
The following morning, though, she had her "worst seizure" so far, she said: "The seizure was a harsh reminder that my symptoms continue to worsen as the tumor runs its course."
Maynard said she was deeply touched by the "outpouring of support" she got after going public with her diagnosis and her decision.
"I want to thank people for that, for the words of kindness, for the time they've taken in personal ways," she told PEOPLE.

"And then beyond that, to encourage people to make a difference," she said. "If they can relate to my story, if they agree with this issue on a philosophical level, to get out there and do what we need to do to make a change in this country."
Terminally Ill Woman Brittany Maynard Has Ended Her Own Life| Cancer, Health, Medicine, Real People Stories
Brittany Maynard and her mother, Debbie Ziegler, in Alaska in May
COURTESY BRITTANY MAYNARD


Maynard also talked to PEOPLE about her legacy.
"For me what matters most is the way I'm remembered by my family and my husband as a good woman who did my best to be a good wife and a good daughter," she said.
"Beyond that, getting involved with this campaign, I hope to be making a difference here," she said. "If I'm leaving a legacy, it's to change this health-care policy or be a part of this change of this health care policy so it becomes available to all Americans. That would be an enormous contribution to make, even if I'm just a piece of it."
Before she died, Maynard asked her husband and her mother if they would carry on the work she started to get death with dignity passed in every state.

"I want to work on the cause," Ziegler told PEOPLE last month. "I have so much admiration for people who are terminally ill and just fight and fight. They are so dignified and brave. This is a different choice, but it is also brave and dignified."
She also shared with them her hopes and dreams for their future. Upstairs in the home she shares with her family are neatly wrapped Christmas and birthday gifts for her loved ones for the next year.
"She made it clear she wants me to live a good life," Ziegler says.
In her second video, Maynard, who is an only child, said she hoped her mother does not "break down" or "suffer from any kind of depression."

And for Diaz, "I hope he moves on and becomes a father," she said. "There's no part of me that wants him to live out the rest of his life just missing his wife."
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Brittany Maynard (third from left) and her family at the Grand Canyon Oct. 21
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